May this beautiful, gentle bunny find peace and comfort in the land of rainbows,
A kind of joyful, sweet life he did not seem to find on earth
except for a few hours of love and kindness with us.
He was holding on this morning.
He sat and kissed his brother.
I knew something was different. I think his brother knew too.
He ate his pumpkin slurry happily, calmly looking at me.
He got his fluids and meds, but he was much calmer than yesterday.
I hoped he could have his surgery and he could begin the road to being well.
I told him to hold on, that he'd be well soon.
I held him and gave him a nice bath to clean up his face for his big day
He liked that. Fluffing up is what we call it.
What a loving bunny,
so very gentle,
truly living each moment,
soaking in love.
But after days of Pen G, antibiotics, Buprenex and hot packs,
He had been through enough - he left.
I was holding him in his soft blanket as he crossed into the land of rainbows.
We had planned to have his big surgery this morning, but that was not meant to be.
He was far too ill, the infection in both lower jaw bones had eaten away his bone. There was hardly any jaw bone left on either side.
Most of his lower teeth that remained were jutting inside his mouth. It must have hurt terribly. His vet had never seen such a horrific jaw infection.
He said it was most likely just an injury left untreated. Mishko could have survived, if someone (his humans) had taken care of him when he needed
help in the beginning.
This morning I thought he was starting to improve.
The abscess (4+ inches) had receded some this morning,
but at the vet's office we we discovered he was badly anemic, his body ravaged with infection. Clearly 2 pound underweight.
His oxygen rate was Very low 45. It should have been 90 - then the x-rays showed us all the bitter truth.
I am sad that Mishko never had the chance to meet his new parents waiting for him in Pennsylvania.
They will be heartbroken. Last night they called to say hello to him on the phone and wish him success with his surgery!
I wish he could have know how wonderful it is to have ongoing love and a family of his own.
For Mishko, I know is it best that he is not suffering,
but it hurts to have lost him.
I wanted more for him. I always think of the very best for each one of our little ones.
I loved him, precious little blue blue eyed boy.
So, now he is off on his final journey and I will hope he will visit us in sprit.
I am thinking of him being completely pain free and truly happy in the land of rainbows
so how can I be sad about that?
His brother said goodbye sweetly nudging his head as if to rouse him. He licked his face and when there was no response he came to my lap and just sat with me while.
He is ok now but quieter than I'd prefer,
So my focus moves to him next.
Please light a little candle for Mishko and send a positive happy thought for his passage.
Love to everyone
Auntie Heather